Posted by: Blue
Less than 4 weeks left.
I will officially be posted to field training by the 21st. I'm not sure just yet how my shifts will look, but I am hoping for "B-side" (the second set of shifts who are on when A-side is off; see 4-10) . I hope that my marks will grease the wheels in that direction. I've made some good friends who all seem to be headed for B-side, including some excellent instructors and training officers.
I've got to admit, I'm feeling slightly apprehensive about being on the street for the first time. I will have my gun, badge, OC spray, and ID card issued on the second-last day of classes. Then within a few days, I am off to my second call.
We have had a few very interesting lectures in the past few weeks, including two officers who had been involved in lethal-force encounters. Both officers had shot and killed their suspects. One was 8 weeks out of the academy. A sobering thought.
Last week we had some training with fighting and use-of-force. One of the days we were given blue-guns (a working pistol by the same manufacturer as our service pistol that shoots blanks and Simunition rounds), and we ran through a number of encounters from suicidals to knives to compliant people to shoot-outs. It was the first time any of us had pointed a gun at another human. It was also the first time that I found myself picturing a person dead by my hand. I hope and pray that I never have to take that life.
On a lighter note, this past weekend was a long one for us. I went camping with some friends from academy. We probably all should have been studying for tomorrow's test, but we couldn't help ourselves. I brought my leaky old boat with my faithful 1972 motor, and we managed to catch our lunch one day. Two big Pickerel (Though I think any of you Yankees reading might know them as Walleye). It rained most of the weekend, but we made the best of it. I love these new friends and comrades. One thing is certain: I know I can trust each and every one of them with my life. That's a reassuring feeling.
I'm really interested, given my impending street-baptism, to hear some stories of your first days out there, and what it feels like to "go live" for the first time. Hope you're all having a good day.